Hello

I think i am the only one who knows about this blog but that's cool. i don't for real for real keep close tabs on it anyways. Not much going on in my life still in college, but i do work at Taco Bell. fun times as usual! I know the customers are important and the reason why the people who work there can get paid, but i never realized just how stupid americans are! Jeez, the majority of Americans are about as smart as half a piece of cheese. But what are you gonna do?
I did go to my first anime convention the first weekend in April, one word, Awesome!!!!! Anyone who considers themselves otakus or mangakas should go to one! Trust me you'll love it.

School

Man I've messed up in school and haven't been on it like I should be. But thank God for brand new days and mercies. Things might be starting to look good for me. And I'm not gonna mess up this second chance that I have gotten.

Moving Day!!

Moving into my new and first apartment today! So psyched! I can't believe I'm actually moving into my own apartment! I tell you what though, it sure is a hell of a lot cheaper than living on the college campus. It's a total rip off what they charge on campus! But that's not my problem anymore, I'm in anew place that is much cheaper and way awesome!!! Now, if only I could get some followers on my blog, but then again, maybe people don't think I have anything important to say. Which, could possibly be true. I'm pretty much just typing up stuff that comes to my mind it's not all that awesome or important, but it makes me happy. And I guess, that's what matters after all.

Brand New

You know what, I'm the only one following this blog but that's okay. It's a way for me to talk about what I want to talk about. It is public so mayhaps one day someone will stumble upon it and actually like it. I think I'm a pretty interesting person. But I really do have to work on coming here more often. It seems like I'm always so busy. But whatever. It doesn't really matter. I'll just try my best to do what I can. And I've decided to focus on my writing in order to get my books published. I look around and see people my age so successful. I know if they can do it then I can do it. I just have faith in God and believe, and I shall receive my blessings.

Once Again...

Forever!!!!! I just rally am no good at this checking and talking everyday thing. I suppose I can try though!!! What's the worse that can happen? (Don't answer that). Anyways, my life is going all right. I got a job and am looking for a new place to live. Schools'....okay...I suppose. (What can you do)? Let's see.....I guess there really isn't much going on in my life I suppose. Yep....that's about it. (Not that it sounds lame or anything). Woo Boy, my life is just awesome (not the sarcasm)!!!! till next time (and watch it be next year) laters!!!!

Wowzer

I can't believe I haven't talked on this thing in forever!!! Wowzer!!!! This is so freaking crazy!!! Anyways, now I'm a sophomore in college, but that's cool. Right? Seriously, it is good right? I spent my whole summer working. I was suppose to save up money for an apartment. Instead, I spent most of my money on manga and Aime! I'm not all that great at saving money apparently. That's how it goes I guess. I think that maybe I should try to blog more on this thing. But I don't even know if people even know about this blog page. For all I know, I could just be blogging to myself. But hey, at least one person is enjoying herself. (I know, it's pathetic, but what are you going to do) So to myself and whoever reads this, have fun!!!!!!!!!!!! Make everyday as awesome as is possible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All right, I think that's enough with the exclamation points. What do you think? Doesn't matter, I'm just talking to myself, I think. Okay so, I'M BACK! YIPPEE KAY YAY WOWZER!!!!!!!

It's been a while.

Man, what can I say? I haven't spoken in forever. But oh well. Well, school life has been going great... okay. Valentines day was yesterday, and the new years has passed so now it's the year 2009! Hooray for that! I hope everyone's year is going well and I'll talk to you later. Oh yeah! I went and saw an illusionist the other day, his name was Brock Gill! It was freaking awesome. He did a lot of cool stunts, including the bullet catch!

Anyways, catch you on the flip side! Bye! (I'm for real this time) Peace!

Christmas break

it's been a while since I last wrote something. Christmas went all right for me, but I'm dreading going back to school. I have to pay for my books myself and they cost over 400 dollars and I'm flat broke. but i will not take out a loan, i don't want to owe anybody anything. anyways new years is on the way. I plan on getting drunk on sparkiling grapejuice. I know it's not alcohol, but I don't drink and don't plan on drinking, besides, sparkiling grapejuice is freaking awesome. So I wish everyone a happy new years and have a cool new year. so i don't have much to talk about right now, just thought I add something before the end of the month because it's been a while since I last typed something on this blog site, so I just had to say something, I've just been so busy with school because the semester was winding down and I wanted to make sure that I was passing my classes. Which by the way, I did pass my classes, so I'm pretty sure that next semester I'll do just as good maybe better. Oh well, so talk to you later and happy holidays! Peace out yo!

Thanksgiving break was awesome

My thanksgiving went pretty well if I say so myself. We had a wonderful thanksgiving dinner.I tell you, it was great to be able to eat real food for once. Plus my older brother gave me money to buy some stuff. I was able to buy two pairs of boots three pairs of jeans and a shirt. This was on black friday. You know something, that was my first time ever going to a black friday and I don't think I'm ever going to another one again. This lady actually ran me over twice with her cart. Plus the people totally went crazy and started ripping the paper before it was time for the sale. And then when I found out that this guy was trampled to death in a wal mart up in New Jersey or New York, I'm not sure which one it is. But those people also trampled a pregnant lady, she's been hospitalized, I just hope they didn't hurt her baby. Then those two people shooting at eachother in a freaking Toys R Us! That's just freaking crazy. I think that they just need to get rid of black friday, people are just getting way out of hand. I mean it's not that serious, why are you killing someone over a freaking sale. I feel bad for the poor man who got trampled to death. That's got to suck when you get to heaven. An angel would be like, "How did you die?" Then the man has to anwser "I was trampled to death when I opened the doors to wal-mart" And then the angel just hangs his head in shame and says "thats a da** shame" I would make up a reason I wouldn't tell anyone that a bunch of people ran me over with their freaking feet. And the guy in Toys R Us should just be ashamed of himself, I'm just going to asume he wasn't buying toys for himself, so it's not that important for you to kill someone over a toy for your child. I can hear it now. "Why's your dad in prison?" "He killed a man at Toys R Us buying me a present for christmas." "I'm sorry to hear that" "Don't be, the toy he got me was the one I always wanted" I hope that's not how a kid would act after his father killed someone over a freaking toy. I mean really, what is the world coming to when people have a shoot out in a freaking Toys R Us?!? I'm just going to say it, people are freaking crazy!!! That would be horrible dying because someone wanted the toy you had. "Give me that toy bi*** or die!!!" BAM BAM BAM "Thanks bi***" And then he walks off with the toy while you lay on the floor with three bullets in your chest, and all this over a freaking toy. I hope Toys R Us feels bad about advertising for a toy that kids want so bad that their parents would kill for it. It's just a da** shame!!!! Ponder on that for a while will ya?

Thanksgiving break!

Thanksgiving break is coming up! Praise the lord for that! It's a shame that I can't leave the campus until Wednesday, but it's okay. My friend is coming home with me, so she's going to meet all of my crazy family on my mom's side. The only reason I was thinking about this is because the other night I watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding. I forgot how funny that movie was. Then last night I watched Hocus Pocus. I think that is one of my favorite movies. It's not scary now, but as a child I thought that Billy the zombie was scary. But that movie is actually hilarious. Anyways, back to thanksgiving break. I can't wait to eat real food! Then my mom is going to take me supply shopping. I'm so excited! Then when I get back to the campus after the break, my roommate and I are going to decorate our room for christmas. I'm going to see if I can borrow a small christmas tree from my mom, and find some purple ornaments to match our room. I'm so excited! This will be my first time going home since school started. I'll finnally get to see my mom and dad again! That's enough of that, can't get too worked up. So I'll talk to you later on Thanksgiving! Peace up, A-town down! Jk. But seriously, Adios!

Diversity

you know something? Today in one of my classes we were talking about diversity. You know, the difference between different cultures and races. There is actually a lot of differences. It made me think about something. It would seem, that we as Americans are inconsiderate of other cultures. We always make other cultures adopt to our ways and learn to be like us. Using that stupid phrase, "You're in America Now". I mean really? What the heck is that all about? If you're in America you have to speak English? And how we want to get suspicious when they use their native tounges. That's just plan stupid to me. It's like were asking them to forget about their culture because they are in America now. How mean is that? It's almost as if Americans are like spoiled little brats who want everything done their way or else they'll throw a fit. It's just inhumane if you ask me. Of course nobody's asking me, but I thought I'd just throw that out there. I think Americans need to learn about other cultures, that way they'll know how not to offend someone. Americans come off as we "A" holes, we do stuff without regards for other cultures. I really think we need to change how we approach people of different cultures than us. Stop being so freaking judgemental, and stereotypical. It offends people when you speak in certain ways or claim them to be a type of ethnicity that they in reality are not. Like calling a Panamanian a Mexican, is really offensive. And don't just assume because someone can barely speak english that their unitelligent, that's just stupid. I'm just sayin, we as Americans have to get off of our high horses and actually try to be more considerate of other cultures and ethnicities. sorry about my ranting, but I thought I just had to get that out of my system. Just think about what I said will ya?

Dark Knight

I just watched this movie last night, I think I might go see it again tonight or tommorrow. It was so freaking awesome! Heads up, if you haven't watched it yet I'm about to spoil it for you, so stop reading this if you don't want to know what happened! I'm serious don't read this if you don't want a spoiler! Anyways, the joker is one of my favorite criminals in Batman, mostly because he's a psycho serial killer pretty much. And the joker in Dark Knight did a good job of being joker. He was so freaking crazy and he killed so many people, but don't let his craziness fool you, he is pretty darn smart. To come up with such elaborate plans that look crazy is sheer genius. And Batman in this movie was much better than he was in Batman Begins. I got to say, Batman Begins sucked, but Dark Knight totally just revived the people who made Batman Begins. This movie was so awesome, you couldn't help but to applaude after it was over. When you think about it, that's pretty crazy. Why were we applauding the movie like it was going to respond to us? I guess that's just one of life's many mysteries. Then Two Face appeared in the movie. It's a shame that as quick as he entered he left. They just had to kill him off didn't they? But you know what? I don't think he's dead and he'll appear again in the next Batman movie they make. That would be something. The movie opens up with Two Face busting out of his cast or something crazy like that. Then the crowd will be like what the crap! I thought he was dead. Holy mother of crap with crap on top! Well, maybe not those exact words, but you get my point. I just can't believe how awesome that movie was! Man! It was like a freaking marvelous work of art! You don't even know! Anyways, if you haven't seen it you should go see it. But if you haven't seen it and you're reading this, then all I have to say is, what they heck!!! I thought I told you not to read this! What's wrong with you! What are you some kind of rebel, you don't want to listen to me!?! YOU KNOW WHAT, I HOPE I SPOILED THE MOVIE FOR YOU, AND IF I DID THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR NOT LISTENING TO ME JERK FACE!!!!! IN YOU'RE FREAKING EYE!!! HAAAAAAAHAAAAAA!!!!!!!! Later.

Movies

On wendsday I went and saw role models. It would seem that my school can get movies ahead of time. Which is good for me because it's free to watch as long as I have my school ID. The movie was so freaking hilarious. I laughed so much, that I was kind of surprised. I know the previews made it look funny, but I wasn't expecting that. Then on thursday I watched tropic thunder. That movie was kind of slow moving at first but like in the middle of the movie it was pretty good. And near the end the movie was at it's best. I laughed so hard near the end of the movie. Next week I'll be watching Dark knight. You know watching all of these movies, especially the funny ones, makes me think about how people come up with this stuff. I know I'm creative, but I don't know if I could come up with stuff that funny. Then that is the writer's job, and I guess they do need to be good at their job. I know the books and stories I write have their funny parts but they are funny all of the time. I think that maybe I should try to write a funny story, I mean like a crazy story that is only suppose to be crazy. I don't know if that would work well in a book. I know it works in manga and movies and anime, but that's because you can actually see what's going on. But in a book you have to imagine it all, I don't know if it would still be as funny if you leave it up to the imagination. I don't know, maybe I will trt it out. sounds like a plan to me. I would tell you how the movies went but I don't want to give away too much information you know. Nobody wants a movie spoiler. Maybe I should write a story that begins at the end and is an entire flashback. I don't know it might confusing, but it might not. Oh well, who knows, we'll just see how it unfolds. Later guys.

Talent Show

So on saturday, the first of november, I went and saw a talent show. It was good, but started about an hour late. How crazy is that? I hate it when people schedule events and then don't start them on time. Seriously, if you say something happens at a certain then start at that specific time otherwise don't tell me when it strts, just say at seven or whenever we feel like it. Because I like to go places earlier and it's annoying to be there early and it doesn't even start in time. But it's whatever, I guess that is just asking for too much. so anyways, they did the talent show like an apollo type of thing. You could boo someone off the stage and to figure out the winner we had to applaude the loudest for that person or group. Needless to say it was a dancing group that won, but they were really good. There was this Indian girl who did a native Indian Dance and it was pretty neat, at least I thought it was. She got to finish her whole dance, which I was hoping she would, I would feel so bad if they had booed her off the stage. But there was this girl who was reading poetry and she didn't even get to start for real before they booed her off of the stage. And I was like no!!!!!! I wanted to hear it, sometimes people write good poetry but they didn't even give her a chance. So a girl came in with a broom and swept the girl off the stage it was so sad, That girl was the only girl to get booed off of the stage. I felt so bad for her. the funny thing was the girl who swept her off the stage was wearing a dress, and I guess her dress was caught in her panties so everybody could see her panties. I felt bad for her too. Nobody even told her that whole night that her stuff was showing. To me that was just dirty, letting that girl walk around with all of her butt out. It's just a shame. But oh well, that's all over now. Although when the girl had walked by with her panties showing everybody noticed and were talking amongst themselves, mostly laughing. I know me and the guy next to me were talking about it and laughing. I couldn't help it, it was just too funny. I know I know that was mean but it wasn't like I could say anything to her she was up there and I was sitting down in the audience. I just hope someone would tell me that my butt was out, I'm sure by the time she realized it she was completley embarrassed. I know I would be. no matter, that's all I have to talk about right now. Catch you on the flip side! Deuces!

How Halloween was

So I dressed up as a dark fairy and I called myself Kya. My friend had on a scary mask and fingers that were long red and looked sharp. We called her Jingles because she had both of our keychains on her since I didn't have pockets. So we walked around, and it became the adventures of Jingles and Kya. We went and saw Pineapple Express, and yes we were in our costumes. We took pictures of ourselves and just had a lot of fun. I think my Halloween went pretty well. It's a shame we couldn't go trick or treating, although I'm sure we would've gotten some strange looks, considering the fact that we are probably to old to be asking people for candy when we can buy it ourself. Of course free is a better price, but with all of those wierdos out there you have to be careful of what people give you. Like there could be razors in apples or poison on candy. I'm not too sure why people would want to poison innocent little kids. I mean they can be aggravating at times but, I think that's a little too extreme. It's just sad that you can't trust too many people anymore. Too much bad stuff is going on, it's just really sads. But enough about the sad stuff, come on get happy! Was that as creepy as it sounded? Don't answer that. It's rhetorical. So anyways, I've been wanting to see that movie Jumanji lately,I know that's wierd right? But it's just like I can't stop thinking about it. I also want to watch Hocus Pocus. Once again, I'm not sure why I just know that it what I want to do. No matter, I'm sure I kind find those movies and rent them or something. By the way, I started watching the first season of Heroes, and that show is awesome. At first it didn't sound like something I would like but it like sucks you in. Although I do think they could lighten up on the blood and guts, but hey what can you do? Not much I'll tell you that. But anyways I can't get enough of that show, it's just so freaking awesome. If you haven't watched it go ahead and watch it. I'll bet you'll like it. Until next time, later.

Halloween

Today is halloween! I actually, I'm kind of excited. For the first time I'll be dressing up! My family doesn't celebrate halloween, but I've always wanted to dress up, so I am. Guess what? Are you guessing? Well here it goes, I'm going to be a dark fairy! YEAAAAAAAAA! Don't give me that look, I'm sure you've been excited about something before. don't judge me. Anyways, I got my costume, which is really just clothes I brought that a dark fairy would wear but I could continue to wear after Halloween. The only thing I can't continue to wear are the wings. Who am I kidding? Of course I'm going to keep wearing them. I can see it now. In March everybody will be looking at that crazy girl (me) walking down the street with wings. All the kids in my class will probably try to keep away from me. But I won't let em. I'll be on the bus wearing my wings and acting like nothings wrong. I'm sure you're thinking I'm not really going to do that. but obviously you don't know me. I walked around high school with stuffed animals. Imagine the strange looks I got. You're thinking ooh a stuffed animal that's nothing. Or is it? Imagine a girl walking around with a giant stuffed monkey the size of a toddler. Yeah, now is that just nothing? The answer to that riddle is no. Then I'll wear them again in the summer. Little kids will be like "look mommy that woman has on wings". And their moms will be like "It's not nice to point and stare honey you might make her notice us." Of course I will have noticed them, we would be in a bathroom after all. I know what you're thinking, and stop it, people with wings have to pee too. Okay soo by now, I'm sure you're debating on whether or not I'm crazy. The truth is, i'm just a little peculiar. no more so than you, well maybe a little more than you, but that's not the point. Do you even know what i'm talking about now? I'll tell you, I'm talking saving the earth. Nah, just kidding, and if you're not laughing at that joke, keep it to yourself. I don't want any messages saying that the joke was lame and so am I. Now you should be laughing and if not, I don't know what to tell you. Smile. Thanks. So anyways, I'm just wishing you a Happy Harvest. "uh don't you mean Halloween" I said what I meant. Later.

People

You know, sometimes people really annoy me. Like when I ride the bus, I get on and sit down in an empty seat, following me? So anyways I sit down and then there are like so many empty seats around me and just on the bus, but people just keep standing, some of them in front of the empty seats. How stupid is that? It makes no sense to me. Then when I'm walking to class or anywhere, there are people just standing on the sidewalk or in the hallway blocking the way. I'm like, what the heck! Get the crap out of my way. I've been debating on whether or not I should start walking with a giant stick and just start hitting people who are in my way. I don't know, it sounds like fun. I bet nobody would get in the way of anyone carrying a giant stick. I know I wouldn't. Then again I might get in trouble. I hear that some people would frown upon me carrying a giant stick and hittin people with it. Personally, I don't see what the problem is. Either get out of my way or get beat with a stick, I mean it would keep people from being stupid and blocking the path. Of course I'm sure someone's reading this and thinking I'm crazy, well you know what, the voices inside my head say I'm not crazy. Just kidding, I'm crazy, well not in that way at least. I'm more of a weird person I guess you would say. Don't frown, I'm sure you have thoughts about just beating the crap out of people, but like me you don't do it. That is why we are not too crazy. You're really crazy if you actually act upon your thoughts like that. I mean sometimes I think I should just shoot the idiots who get on my nerves but I don't, that would make me crazy. I don't think it's crazy to have those thoughts, I think it's crazy when you actually act on those thoughts. I'm sure you're reading this and thinking, oh my god she's crazy, I'm never going back to this site. But i'm not so just keep reading and enjoy this site okay. and maybe what I said will make you analyze the way you walk on sidewalks and in hallways. Are you one of the idiots I would beat with a stick if I was crazy? I'm just saying, think about it. That's all i'm asking, think about it. And did I say think about it?

What I'm going to start doing.

I think I'm going to actually start using this blog site for blogging. It's probably going to be hard at first, but I think that I can handle it. Usually I don't like just talking for long periods of time, nah that's a lie. I love to talk. It's a bad habit of mine. I also tend to space out a lot. So sometimes I don't hear people when they are talking. Apparently people don't like it when you don't listen to them. That's my bad, but I can't help it. That's just how I am. My family and close friends learned not to talk to me while I read, I'm already spacy, but when I read I tune everything out so I can get lost in the book. I also hate it when people bother me while I'm watching movies or t.v. That's where anime and manga come into to play. Don't talk while I'm watching anime or reading manga. Once my mother bothered me while I was reading manga, and I snapped at her. Then of course I immediatley apologized, didn't want her killing me you know. So I think this is what I'm going to start doing from now on. Just blogging about random things and any viewers can respond however they want. I hope this works out and viewers will like this small change or whatever you want to call it. Nah, I think change is good. Right? Who cares it's not important. Okay enjoy my blogs. Oh yeah! I hope you all read Teenage Model. If not, read it and tell me what you think.

Teenage Model Part 7

When the teacher walks in he is taken a back, he's never seen the class this quiet before.

"Something happen this morning?" he asks.

Nobody answers him and he continues talking, "In any case let's get started with class huh?"

We all sit through class, everybody is just so quiet. I bet you could hear a pen drop in here. I guess we are all just biding our time until it's lunch time.

When lunch time finnally comes and rescues us from the awkward silence we all rush out of the class. Of course Yuki and I are the last ones to leave the classroom.

"I made us a lunch we can eat together," Yuki says as we walk outside.

"Sounds good to me, your cooking is great. Your parents did a good job teaching you how to cook. so let's go sit underneath our favorite tree."

We sit underneath the tree and begin to eat our lunch. We are feeding eachother and I can feel the eyes of a thousand people on us, but Yuki doesn't seem to care what people think. Since he doesn't care then neither do I. I get up.

"Sorry got to go to the ladies room."

"hurry back Tsuyu."

I walk to the bathroom and wash my hands. I look in the mirror and I decide to re apply some make up to my face. I always gotta look good you know. I hear the door to the bathroom open up. In walks Hibiki. That's suprising she's by herself. I ignore her and keep applying my make up.

"You think you are just so cool,"hibiki says.

I don't say anything.

"just little miss perfect right?"

I finish putting on my make up and put it away. I still don't adress her.

"You think you're better than everybody else don't you?"

I fix my hair and then walk towards the door. I try to open it and she puts her arm in front of me.

"you're nothing! Nobody likes you! you're a selfish little b..."

then I look at her. There are tears in her eyes. I feel sorry. I'm about to do the unthinkable. I grab her and hug her really tight. then she just breaks down and starts crying her eyes out.

"I'm sorry Tsuyu I know you aren't like that, I've just been having problems with my boyfriend andI've been taking it out on you."

"It's okay, I hope you just feel better soon."

I let go of her and walk out of the bathroom. as I near Yuki I start to smile. I don't know why, but I have this feeling that everything is going to be all right from now on. I think I got a boyfriend and I think Hibiki will leave me alone. I'll finnally be able to lead a normal teeanged life. Well not that normal, I am still a model after all. Later.

Teenage Model Part 6

It's the next day at school and of course I'm the first one in class. I sit down and my desk and wait for the other students to come in. As I wait I hear footsteps. Someone is coming to the classroom. Whoever it is, is kind of early. It's Yuki, oh no! could this be any more awkward?

"morning Tsuyu," he says to me.

"morning Yuki," I reply.

"How are you feeling this morning?"

Is he serious? Is he just going to act like last night never happened or something? I guess I'll play his little game, for now.

"I'm fine and you?"

"All right, are you always the first one to class?"

"You know I am or else you wouldn't have come this early too."

"what makes you think I came early just to see you."

" You know why."

"do I?"

"Because what happened last night, don't play stupid."

"I see, you mean the study session."

"That and the kiss good night."

"i see..."

"You can't tell me that you did that just for the heck of it. Can you?"

"No, I'm sorry if I offended you in any way Tsuyu. I didn't mean to be so forward."

"It's fine I liked it."

What the heck! Why did I just say that!?! I am so stupid!

"Oh really?" he asks me with a smirk on his face.

Oh well, I'm all ready in it, might as well keep going.

"Yeah, it was my first kiss, of course it wasn't a real kiss, but it was nice."

'Would you like a real kiss?"

"What?"

"Would you like..."

"No I heard you, it's just that, how can you be so... so forward?"

"I don't know but you never answered my question."

"I don't know how to answer a question like that."

"fine then I will answer it for you."

Then he leans over the desk and kisses me right on the lips. This feels so wonderful! What have I been missing all these years!?!

Just then we hear something fall to the ground. We both turn to see what it was. Standing in the door way is a the majority of the classroom students and the one in front,Hibiki, has dropped her books. Oh boy now they are going to talk about me even more. I just sighned my death note.
I can tell that the girls are just seething with jealousy and the boys are all sad, it's not like they really had a chance with me anyways.
Then Yuki justs turns back around to face me and he grabs my face with his hands and the kisses me once more. If he doesn't care then I don't care. I let myself get lost in his embrace and lips. This is probably the best thing to ever happen to me. When he finnanly finishes he sits back down in his seat and I know my face is red, but I don't care. That was wonderful. Then everybody else takes their seats and the class is quiet for the first time while waiting for the teacher.

Teenage Model Part 5

We continue studying but I am freaking out. Sometimes I find myself just looking at him and then he looks at me and I quickly look away. It's so embarrassing. But he is cute. WOW. The first boy that actually have a crush on and he said I wasn't his type. I wonder what his type is?
"Finished," he says then continues, "so what do we do now?"
"Ummm...I'm not sure. It's almost time for dinner you want to eat with me?"
"Sure but what are we eating?"
"I think Adelle will cook something, unless you want to eat out."
"I have a better idea, why don't we cook something together?"
"Sounds all right to me."
"good."
We walk inside my kitchen and I show him where everything is. We put on aprons and begin cooking. I'm not really that good of cook, but he shows me what to do. It's kind of nice because he actually holds my hand while he shows me how to cut the noodles right. We ended up making curry and noodles. Then we sit down in the dining room and eat our food.
"you don't cook much do you?" he asked me.
"No, I'm hardly ever home. What with my shoots and other stuff. Oh crap! I had an appointment today. I completely forgot!"
"Was it my fault."
"Yes!! You had me in a daze and I forgot about everything else!! Darn you!! Why do you have to be so attractive!!?!!"
"What?"
Crap! I can't believe I said that out loud. He's totally going to think that I'm weird.got to play it off.
"What?" I say back to him.
"did you just say I was attractive?"
"I don't know what you are talking about. Oh look, I think it's about time that you left."
I get up and grab his arm so that he too gets up. Then I drag him to the door and open it up. I push him out the door and slam the door behind him. I lean against the door and try to catch my breath. That was a close call. Then the door bell rings. I quickly open the door and he is standing there.
"I need my bag," he says.
"Right I forgot."
Then I run to the study hall and grab his bag then run back to him and hand it to him. He takes the bag and then with the other hand he grabs my arm. He pulls me closer to him and then he kisses me on the cheek.
"Good night Tsuyu," he says then walks away.
I can't say anything so I go back inside my house and slowly close the door. Then I slide to the floor in front of the door. I can't believe he kissed me. That was my first kiss. Even though it was on my cheek, it was nice. I can't believe it, does that mean that he likes me? I guess I'll know tomorrow at school. Wow, Yuki is so cool.

Teenage Model Part 4

"So what will it be?" Yuki asks me again.

"I don't know, surprise me," I answer.

He walks off and begins taking stuff out of a refrigerator.

"Will you go sit down in the dining area? I'll be serving you today," he says.

I nod my head yes and walk back out of the kitchen. I take a seat at a table that is in the middle of the room.

Man, that Yuki is something else. Who would've thought that he could cook. Plus he said his family opened up another shop, so how many do they owe I wonder? Just the two or more? Maybe I'll have to ask him, besides he doesn't seem like the type to care if I'm being nosey.

After I wait for a couple of minutes, Yuki finnaly comes out of the kitchen holding two plates. He sets one down in front of me and the other across from me. He then sits down across from me.

"I decided to make us some omletes and waffles. What do you think?"

I take a bite of my food. Oh my gosh! This is actually good. I can't believe he can cook like this.

But of course I can't say that, so instead I say, "Not bad, maybe you can cook all right."

"Just not that bad? Try great, or fantastic."

"Sounds to me like someone's got a big head. But I'll go to great lengths and say that it is good. That better?"

"Yeah I guess, coming from you that means a lot to me."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, you are my new friend, so it's good to know my friend likes my cooking. Because trust me, you'll be getting a lot more of it now that we are friends."

"Should I be scared?"

"Yeah sure, let's go with that."

Hmmm. Maybe he's not all that bad. I think I can actually tolerate him. Maybe being friends with him wouldn't be the end of the world. But I'll just have to test him first.

"So what are you doing for the rest of the day?" he asks.

"Nothing, just going home and doing some homework."

"Oh, well I better get you home then huh?"

"Yeah, I should probably be going."

"I walk you home."

"That isn't neccessary."

"No I insist. No young woman should be out walking by herself at this time. There are some weirdos out there."

"And you're one of them."

"Right, let's just go."

We leave the restauraunt and he walks me to my house. It was kind of cool being walked home, he's really nice.

"You want to come in?" I ask him.

"sure, I guess we can both do our homework."

"Welcome to my humble abode."

"Wow this is huge, where are your parents?"

"Who knows. Probably at some big meeting somewhere."

"Are they usually gone?"

"Yeah, it's usually just me and Adelle, but that's strange, where is she? Adelle! Adelle!"

"Yes madame Tsuyu?"

"Oh there you are Adelle. This is my friend Yuki. Yuki this is Adelle, she's my maid."

"Friend? Madame Tsuyu?"

"Yep friend. He's new to this town. Just thought I'd take him under my wing. Listen, Adelle I'm going to go use the bathroom so take Yuki to the study hall."
"Anything you want madame. Come with me sir."
As they walk off, I run up to my room. As I look in a mirror I notice that my hair isn't looking it's best, and I might want to touch up my make up. Wait a minute. Why am I prettying up myself for Yuki? This doesn't make sense. Whatever, I'm a model, it's my job to look pretty at all times. That's enough reason, I think.
Just as I'm walking towards the study room I can hear Adelle and Yuki talking.
"Just who are you boy?" I hear Adelle ask.
"Excuse me?"
"Why are you with Madame Tsuyu. If you are trying to use the madame then you will not like the connsedences. Believe me, I'm watching you."
"Don't worry mam, I assure you I only want to be her friend, nothing else. Just friends."
I don't know why, but the way he said just friends made me feel sad. It's like someone just punched me in the stomache. But I got to put a good face on and walk in there. Can't let them see me like this, be happy. But why wouldn't I be? I mean. I'm pretty, have a new friend, and I'm awesome, yeah that's it. So I walk in there.
"Adelle, be a dear and get us some tea, we got homework to do and tea is good for us. Thank you."
"Yes madame."
I plop down into a chair. And grab my book.
"Okay, first subject, math. Let's get cracking," I say as I open my book.
"Ummm...Tsuyu?"
"Yes Yuki?"
"Did you do something to your face and hair?"
"Yeah, just freshened up in the bathroom, why?"
"Looks good."
"Thanks."
Wow, my stomache just did a flip. now everything is quiet and awkward. I decide to sit on the couch with Yuki. Then Adelle walks in with our tea.
"Here you are madame."
"Thanks Adelle, you can go now."
Adelle leaves, and I get up and grab our cups.
"Here you go Yuki."
"Thank you."
As we sip on our tea, I can't help but look at Yuki. He seems so serious when he's working.
"Is something wrong?"
he asks.
I just now notice that I've been staring at him non stop. So his question kind of startles me and I end up spilling some tea on my hands.
"Ouch!" I yell as I drop the cup.
Yuki bends over and sets his cup down then picks up my cup. He takes out a hankerchief from his pocket and starts wiping off my hands. He's so gentle and it feels so soothing. After he finishes wiping off my hand he looks into my eyes.
"Are you all right?" he asks.
"Sure, I guess, just a little clumsy is all."
"Good, I hope the tea didn't burn you too much."
"I'm fine," oh no, I'm blushing, I can feel it.
He takes his hand and wipes my face.
"You had a drop of tea on your face. It's gone now."
I swear, my whole body feels like jello, I might just slide out of his grip.
"Tsuyu? Are you sure you're all right?"
"Yeah, I just, ummm... could you maybe back up?"
"Oh yeah, sure. Just making sure you're okay."
He let's me go and slides away from me. I let out a big breath that I was holding the whole time. wow, his eyes, they just take my breath away. I could look into his eyes all day. Wait, what am I saying? His eyes? What the heck is wrong with me? Could it be? No, but maybe? no freaking way! There's just no possible way! Could I? Do I? I think I like Yuki? Could I be falling for this odd ball from the islands? Out of all my years, I've never felt this way about a guy before, could he be the one? Maybe because he is different? I'm not sure, but I think I want to get to the bottom of this. I have to.

Learning to me

What is learning?
Well, I'm glad you asked. Learning is gaining knowledge. You can learn from anything, be it people or technology. Like I learn how to pronounce certain japanese words from watching anime. I think it all just depends on how you use the information you gained.

The Low Down on this Blog

Okay, this blog was created in my W200 class. But the thing is that I just took off with it. I actually told my family about it and everything. This is a site where ?I want peolple to express themselves on whatever subject they want, and if you haven't noticed, it's also for anime lovers.
Anyways, in the lecture I kind of enjoyed it, I learned some interisting facts on technology in the classroom. I'm surprised to see that I'm not the only one who doesn't know much about technology. Actually, I liked that we had to create this blog site. I had a whole lot of fun decorating it and stuff. I even posted a couple of things, like I started a short story and I just think it's cool that you can do all of this with technology.

Teenage Model Part 3

Through out class, I can't help but to look at Yuki. He's really thrown me for a loop here. Just what is he trying to sell here? Because whatever it is I'm not buying. I think. no, don't say that! I'm not buying it! That's better. geez, that stupid smile on his face is so freaking annoying. I wish he would go somewhere else. I mean really, does he have to try to look so cute. He's cuteness is annoying. He's just annoying.

*WHAP*

Ouch! Something just hit me in the head.

"Tsuyu! Are you paying attention, read the next paragraph," Mr. Takahashi yells.

I look down and see he threw a piece of chalk at me. That kind of stung. But I don't know what we are reading. Quik, think of an excuse!

"Tsuyu's not feeling that well sir. I think it's something she ate. May I take her to the nurse's office?"Yuki asks.

"Really? That would explain things. Tsuyu never spaces out. go ahead and take her to the nurse's office Yuki."

Yuki and I get up and walk out of the classroom. As we walk down the hallway all I can do is look at the floor. He totally saved my butt back there. but why?

"you're welcome," he says.

"I didn't ask for your help you know," I reply.

"I know. But I thought you could've used some help."

"whatever, let's just get to the nurse's office."

" You know Tsuyu, there's nothing to be scared of. I just want to be your friend."

"with benefits right?"

"Why are you so mistrusting."

"It's nothing personal, but nobody at school has ever been truly nice to me at school. I just find it hard to believe that you just want to be friends. Most boys just want to ask me out, and make me out to be some kind of trophy."

"Well I don't, I'm serious."

"Right, and I'm the easter bunny."

Suddenly Yuki grabs me by the shoulders and looks me in the eyes. I never noticed before, but his eyes are pretty.

"I am serious, let's be friends Tsuyu."

somehow I don't think he's lying, but all I manage to do is nod my head yes. There something about the expression on his face, I just can't say anything.

when we get to the nurse's office , the room is empty. so we sit down in some chairs and wait for the nurse to come in. I feel so wierd that I don't even look at him. I just stare blankly at the floor. What's wrong with me? Usually I would've said some snide little comment back there, but I couldn't. Am I losing my spark? There is no way that's possible. It's him! He's the one doing this to me! He's so wierd!

"You know Tsuyu," I look up at him, "I'm glad we can be friends. It's always hard to make new friends when you move to a different place."

"Yeah right, a guy like you can easily make friends."

"A guy like me?"

"You know, the mysterious new boy, who just happens to be cute and hardly talks. girls eat that crap up, while boys just want to know are you cool. Trust me, you can easily make friends."

"Is that what you think? I'm cute?"

"Huh!?! no, that's not... i didn't..."

"It's nice to know that a celebrity thinks I'm cute, but sorry you're not my type."

"Well who's asking!! Somebody's got a big head!!"

the nerve of that guy! I didn't say that I liked him. I was just merely stating a fact. What a jerk!

"I take back everything I said about you! You are not nice nor cute!"

"When did you say I was nice?"

AHHHHH!!! how infuriating!! I got to get out of here before i strangle him!

in walks the nurse.

"Oh Tsuyu! hi! Is everything all right?" she asks.

"Yeah, I just had a slight headache but it's gone now, we'll just be leaving," I say as I get up and leave the office. yuki follows me out the door.

"you want to go get something to eat after school?" yuki asks me.

Does he really think I'm going to talk to him now!? Waht an idiot.

"No thanks Yuki."

"But I know this really great place."

"How? You just got here."

"trust me."

Maybe I should go, just to see what this loser is talking about.

"fine I'm game, I'll go with you, but it better be good."

"Oh it will be I promise."

The bell rings right when we get to the classroom, all of the students walk out. Some girls nearly push me over but Yuki catches me.

"that was close huh Tsuyu," he says with a smile. i wish he would wipe that smile off of his face.

We grab our stuff out of the room, then we walk otuside the school grounds. Where's he taking me? We don't stop walking until we get to this small building. The sign says Hanomori cooking. don't tell me this wierdo's family owns this palce. We walk inside and there is nobody in here. yuki walks behind the counter and into the kitchen. I follow him. He's lighting up the stove and taking out cooking utensils. Is he going to cook?
"Did I mention that my family owns a restaurant and I help make the food after school? That's why we moved here, my family opened up another shop here. So what will it be?"
Oh my gosh! He's serious! i got to say though, I did not see this coming. Not by a longshot!

Teenage Model Part 2

So, where were we? That's right, Ren and her lackies were about to open up a can of whup a** on me. If that's not too crude. But whatever, It's not like I'm scared of those dumb girls.

"How does it feel to not be in control eh?" Ren asks.

She's patronizing me, what a butt munch.

"What are you talking about? I'm always in control," I answer.

"OOhhhh, the model has a mouth on her,"Taki says.

"Doesn't everybody?" Iask.

Not a good time to turn on my sarcasim. But I can't help it, people like them should never get what they want. And right now, they want me to be scared. There's no way I'm going to give them the satisfaction of scaring me. They can all just go to hell. Yeah I know, what a nice thing to say.

"Come on Ren, let's just beat her up and take her money," Sai suggests.

"Yeah, let's mess up that pretty little face of hers so she'll never model again. That is what she paid us for,"Taki says.

Ren hits Taki in the head and yells,"you idiot! Now she'll know someone paid us to mess her up!"

"Ouch Ren that hurt! Relax, it's not like I told her Hibiki paid us."

ren hits Taki again.

Great, now people are paying to hurt me. What's next, someone will hire a hitman? I could see that, these girls are pretty desperate.

"Thanks for the heads up Taki,"I say then continue,"At least now i know who to pay a friendly visit to. Now if you don't mind I'm leaving."

"Where do you think you're go-"Ren starts to say, but I knee her in the stomache so she doesn't finish her sentence.

Ren doubles over and falls to the ground. I guess I hit her harder than I thought.

"Get her!"Ren manages to say.

Taki tries to grab my arm but I grab her instead and flip her over my head into a bathroom stall where she lands on a toilet. Sai lunges at me and I step to the side while bringing my elbow crashing down onto her head and she hits the floor instantly. They weren't even a match for me.

Did I mention that I took some self priotecting fight classes. My parents figured I would need a way to protect myself from freaks and perverts. But I found that it also works on jealous girls who will do anything to make themselves feel better. It's a shame that they underestimate me, just because I don't say too much doesn't mean I can't self defend myself. Oh well, it's their bad judgement and they always feel bad afterwards.

I straighten up my outfit and walk out the bathroom. Wouldn't you know, Hibiki's standing in the hallway. I walk up to her, and as I pass her I lean over and whisper in her ear, "Nice try, but you'll never beat me," then keep walking to the classroom. I hope she now knows who she's dealing with, because Tsuyu Tadori is no one to be messed with.

As I enter the room I see Yuki sitting in his seat. Great, now I have to deal with this freak again. Why does my life have to be like this? Can somebody just throw me a freaking bone here? Of course not, that would be asking too much. No, my life has to be difficult, just my luck I guess.

As soon as I sit down Yuki turns and looks at me. Then he says, "so how was the bathroom?"

"Excuse me?"

"I took a little a peek and I saw you."

"what are you, some kind of pervert?"

"No, i just heard some loud noises. So who taught you how to fight?"

"None of your business, now go bother somebodyelse."

"Am i really bothering you?"

"What? Can't you hear!?! Geez, you are dumb."

"Hmmm... you're really mean."

"Got a problem with that?"

"No, I like it, it lets me know who you really are."

Okay, now he's just creeping me out.

"Look," I begin to say but some girls walk in.

"Look at her, already getting her claws into the new guy. What a slut, it's not enough that she has our men but now she wants another one," someone says.

"Don't listen to them Tsuyu, I know you're not like that. They're just jealous,"Yuki tells me.

Wow. Maybe he's not so dumb and maybe he's actually nice. but I don't know if I can trust him. Sure he has the cute annoying look on his face, but he could just be playing me. I mean, who is this Yuki Hanomori anyways? Is he another freak who just want to get with me? Or is he this nice guy who just wants to be friends? i'm not entirely sure, but whatever the case may be, I've got my eyes on him. That's right, I'll be watching you Yuki Hanomori. Just who are you?

Teenage Model part 1

My name's Tsuyu Tadori. I'm no ordinery highschool student, although sometimes I wish I was. See, I'm also a teenage model for Teen Scene magazine. That makes it hard on my schedule, because I also want to graduate from school, so I'm pretty busy. Oh well, I guess that's the life of a teen model. But if my schedule isn't bad enough the girls in my class don't like me. They're all jealous that the boys like me better than them. But I don't want any of those boys. They only like me because i'm pretty and a model. I get asked out by boys everyday, and I always turn them down. I don't understand why they even bother. Really, what do you expect someone to say when you never talk to them except to ask them out. I swear, the boys at my school aren't that bright.
Anyways, I'm in class right now waiting for it to begin. I always get to class early so that i don't have to walk with the other students. It sounds mean, but really it isn't. I just don't want those girls picking on me again, it's annoying to see that they are so petty. Here comes the first group of girls.
"oh look, it's the beauty queen herself,Tsuyu,"Hibiki says.
"Why don't you go find yourself some place to graze Hibiki,"I say not too kindly.
Hibiki gasps and then her and the others go to their seats. Next to come in are some boys, and they all stare at me as they take their seats. What a bunch of perverts. A few more girls and boys come in and then finnanly our teacher Mr. Takahashi.
"morning class, let's get started with the curriculim for today,"he says as he writes on the board.
it's time for some note taking. oh what fun. there's a knock at the door. I look up and see some boy standing there.
"Ah yes, class we have a new student. Come in son. His name is Yuki Hanomori. Tell us something about yourselk Yuki," Mr. Takahashi says.
"Hello, my name is Yuki and i'm glad to be here. I come from suki island it's nice to meet you."
"Wow Suki island that's a long way from our town ,Konto. anyways, take a seat Yuki."
Yuki decides to sit right next to me, which is weird because nobody sits in my row. I guess their either too scared or just butt holes. whatever the case, the seats are empty.
At lunch time I eat in my usual place, underneath the tree in the court yard. where everyone can see me. I mean, what kind of person would I be if I didn't give people something to talk about. As I'm eating someone sits next to me. It's Yuki. Why is sitting here?
"hi, I'm Yuki."
"I know, you're in my class."
"Right, so why doesn't anyone sit next to you?"
"Are you serious? Have you ever heard of Teen Scene Magazine?"
"Yes, and i know you're a model."
"I guess you're not as dumb as you look," oh my gosh, I said that out loud!
"Are you always so mean?"
"Are you always so forward?"
"Yes, and you never answered my question."
"Why should I? you can probably already guess."
"I figured as much. The girls are jealous while the boys lust after you. That happened to me when i became Mr. Suki island."
"OOOhhh, wow, Mr. Suki island, that's huge, I mean just imagine being a model for a national magazine now that's tough."
"i'm just saying i feel your pain."
"You don't understand anything! You think you had it bad with your one shot at fame!?! Well my freaking life is like that all the time!! You have no idea how that feels!! so don't try to sell me that crap about feeling my pain!!! Because you don't know what it's like and you'll never know!!!!"
Then I grab my bags and walk off.
I can't believe I just made a scene in the court yard. but it really pisses me off when people try to sympatize with me. As if! they all get to go home and have a normal life, but not me!! I have photo shoots and interviews and my homework, so when one of them becomes famous we can talk.
Great! Now I'm crying. Guess I have no choice but to go to the bathroom and wash my face and put some more make up on. As I enter the bathroom, I see three other girls in there. I walk over to a sink and wash my face off, then I apply more make up. The whole time the girls are just staring at me. creepy. Just as i'm about to leave the girls surround me. i am not in the mood for this right now.
"well, hi there miss Tsuyu. weren't you going to say hi to us?" one of them says.
"Bugg off,"I say.
'Don't you know who we are?"
Looking at them it finnanly hits me. It's the three smokers from my class, Taki, Sai, and Ren. They're nothing but bad news.
"Look girls, it's about time for me to get back to class. could we do this another time?"
"Oh, Miss Tsuyu doesn't want to hang with us poor folks. You too good for us Miss Tsuyu?"Ren asks.
"No, but unlike you I actaully care about passing highschool, so I would like to go now."
"You can't go just yet Miss Tsuyu, we just want to talk to you is all,"says Taki.
"Yeah just for a little while,"Sai adds.
"As long as you make it quick."
"shut up!" Ren yells as she pushes me into the wall, "We're the ones who are in charge, you're just along for the ride. Get ready missy because you're about to go for the worst ride in your life!"
How corny is that? I hope she didn't think that little line just scared me. Because let me tell you, it'll take more than that to rattle the cage of Tsuyu Tadori. Bank on it!

Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I worked really hard on this page and I hope you enjoy. this was especially hard for me since I've never done anything like this before. Oh yeah, i want this to be a PG page, so if you post a comment make sure that you wouldn't mind your parents seeing it or a child of ten or younger. anyways welcome to my blog and I hope you like it. Deuces!!!!

Sanctuary

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

In you and I there's a new land, Angels in flight

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah

Where fears and lies melt away Music will tie

Wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

What's left of me What's left of me now

I watch you fast asleep, All I fear means nothing

In you and I there's a new land, Angels in flight

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah

Where fears and lies melt away Music will tie

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

What's left of me What's left of me

snwod dna spu ynam os

My heart's a battleground

snoitome owt deen I

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

snoitome owt deen I

You show me how to see, That nothing is whole and nothing is broken,

In you and I there's a new land Angels in flight

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah

Where fears and lies melt away Music will tie

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

What's left of me What's left of me now

My fears, my lies Melt away...

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

To all of my friends...

I miss you guys and I hope we can communicate through this blog. Don't forget to get other people involved in my blog site. Peace,love, and all that good stuff!

Anime is awesome!

I love anime and manga plus I write fantasy novels. That's right withches elves and dwarves and all that mystical mayhem. So that's a little about me, what about you? What do you like to do or what do you collect? please do tell. If you haven't noticed I love Ayame from fruits basket!