Halloween

Today is halloween! I actually, I'm kind of excited. For the first time I'll be dressing up! My family doesn't celebrate halloween, but I've always wanted to dress up, so I am. Guess what? Are you guessing? Well here it goes, I'm going to be a dark fairy! YEAAAAAAAAA! Don't give me that look, I'm sure you've been excited about something before. don't judge me. Anyways, I got my costume, which is really just clothes I brought that a dark fairy would wear but I could continue to wear after Halloween. The only thing I can't continue to wear are the wings. Who am I kidding? Of course I'm going to keep wearing them. I can see it now. In March everybody will be looking at that crazy girl (me) walking down the street with wings. All the kids in my class will probably try to keep away from me. But I won't let em. I'll be on the bus wearing my wings and acting like nothings wrong. I'm sure you're thinking I'm not really going to do that. but obviously you don't know me. I walked around high school with stuffed animals. Imagine the strange looks I got. You're thinking ooh a stuffed animal that's nothing. Or is it? Imagine a girl walking around with a giant stuffed monkey the size of a toddler. Yeah, now is that just nothing? The answer to that riddle is no. Then I'll wear them again in the summer. Little kids will be like "look mommy that woman has on wings". And their moms will be like "It's not nice to point and stare honey you might make her notice us." Of course I will have noticed them, we would be in a bathroom after all. I know what you're thinking, and stop it, people with wings have to pee too. Okay soo by now, I'm sure you're debating on whether or not I'm crazy. The truth is, i'm just a little peculiar. no more so than you, well maybe a little more than you, but that's not the point. Do you even know what i'm talking about now? I'll tell you, I'm talking saving the earth. Nah, just kidding, and if you're not laughing at that joke, keep it to yourself. I don't want any messages saying that the joke was lame and so am I. Now you should be laughing and if not, I don't know what to tell you. Smile. Thanks. So anyways, I'm just wishing you a Happy Harvest. "uh don't you mean Halloween" I said what I meant. Later.

People

You know, sometimes people really annoy me. Like when I ride the bus, I get on and sit down in an empty seat, following me? So anyways I sit down and then there are like so many empty seats around me and just on the bus, but people just keep standing, some of them in front of the empty seats. How stupid is that? It makes no sense to me. Then when I'm walking to class or anywhere, there are people just standing on the sidewalk or in the hallway blocking the way. I'm like, what the heck! Get the crap out of my way. I've been debating on whether or not I should start walking with a giant stick and just start hitting people who are in my way. I don't know, it sounds like fun. I bet nobody would get in the way of anyone carrying a giant stick. I know I wouldn't. Then again I might get in trouble. I hear that some people would frown upon me carrying a giant stick and hittin people with it. Personally, I don't see what the problem is. Either get out of my way or get beat with a stick, I mean it would keep people from being stupid and blocking the path. Of course I'm sure someone's reading this and thinking I'm crazy, well you know what, the voices inside my head say I'm not crazy. Just kidding, I'm crazy, well not in that way at least. I'm more of a weird person I guess you would say. Don't frown, I'm sure you have thoughts about just beating the crap out of people, but like me you don't do it. That is why we are not too crazy. You're really crazy if you actually act upon your thoughts like that. I mean sometimes I think I should just shoot the idiots who get on my nerves but I don't, that would make me crazy. I don't think it's crazy to have those thoughts, I think it's crazy when you actually act on those thoughts. I'm sure you're reading this and thinking, oh my god she's crazy, I'm never going back to this site. But i'm not so just keep reading and enjoy this site okay. and maybe what I said will make you analyze the way you walk on sidewalks and in hallways. Are you one of the idiots I would beat with a stick if I was crazy? I'm just saying, think about it. That's all i'm asking, think about it. And did I say think about it?

What I'm going to start doing.

I think I'm going to actually start using this blog site for blogging. It's probably going to be hard at first, but I think that I can handle it. Usually I don't like just talking for long periods of time, nah that's a lie. I love to talk. It's a bad habit of mine. I also tend to space out a lot. So sometimes I don't hear people when they are talking. Apparently people don't like it when you don't listen to them. That's my bad, but I can't help it. That's just how I am. My family and close friends learned not to talk to me while I read, I'm already spacy, but when I read I tune everything out so I can get lost in the book. I also hate it when people bother me while I'm watching movies or t.v. That's where anime and manga come into to play. Don't talk while I'm watching anime or reading manga. Once my mother bothered me while I was reading manga, and I snapped at her. Then of course I immediatley apologized, didn't want her killing me you know. So I think this is what I'm going to start doing from now on. Just blogging about random things and any viewers can respond however they want. I hope this works out and viewers will like this small change or whatever you want to call it. Nah, I think change is good. Right? Who cares it's not important. Okay enjoy my blogs. Oh yeah! I hope you all read Teenage Model. If not, read it and tell me what you think.

Teenage Model Part 7

When the teacher walks in he is taken a back, he's never seen the class this quiet before.

"Something happen this morning?" he asks.

Nobody answers him and he continues talking, "In any case let's get started with class huh?"

We all sit through class, everybody is just so quiet. I bet you could hear a pen drop in here. I guess we are all just biding our time until it's lunch time.

When lunch time finnally comes and rescues us from the awkward silence we all rush out of the class. Of course Yuki and I are the last ones to leave the classroom.

"I made us a lunch we can eat together," Yuki says as we walk outside.

"Sounds good to me, your cooking is great. Your parents did a good job teaching you how to cook. so let's go sit underneath our favorite tree."

We sit underneath the tree and begin to eat our lunch. We are feeding eachother and I can feel the eyes of a thousand people on us, but Yuki doesn't seem to care what people think. Since he doesn't care then neither do I. I get up.

"Sorry got to go to the ladies room."

"hurry back Tsuyu."

I walk to the bathroom and wash my hands. I look in the mirror and I decide to re apply some make up to my face. I always gotta look good you know. I hear the door to the bathroom open up. In walks Hibiki. That's suprising she's by herself. I ignore her and keep applying my make up.

"You think you are just so cool,"hibiki says.

I don't say anything.

"just little miss perfect right?"

I finish putting on my make up and put it away. I still don't adress her.

"You think you're better than everybody else don't you?"

I fix my hair and then walk towards the door. I try to open it and she puts her arm in front of me.

"you're nothing! Nobody likes you! you're a selfish little b..."

then I look at her. There are tears in her eyes. I feel sorry. I'm about to do the unthinkable. I grab her and hug her really tight. then she just breaks down and starts crying her eyes out.

"I'm sorry Tsuyu I know you aren't like that, I've just been having problems with my boyfriend andI've been taking it out on you."

"It's okay, I hope you just feel better soon."

I let go of her and walk out of the bathroom. as I near Yuki I start to smile. I don't know why, but I have this feeling that everything is going to be all right from now on. I think I got a boyfriend and I think Hibiki will leave me alone. I'll finnally be able to lead a normal teeanged life. Well not that normal, I am still a model after all. Later.

Teenage Model Part 6

It's the next day at school and of course I'm the first one in class. I sit down and my desk and wait for the other students to come in. As I wait I hear footsteps. Someone is coming to the classroom. Whoever it is, is kind of early. It's Yuki, oh no! could this be any more awkward?

"morning Tsuyu," he says to me.

"morning Yuki," I reply.

"How are you feeling this morning?"

Is he serious? Is he just going to act like last night never happened or something? I guess I'll play his little game, for now.

"I'm fine and you?"

"All right, are you always the first one to class?"

"You know I am or else you wouldn't have come this early too."

"what makes you think I came early just to see you."

" You know why."

"do I?"

"Because what happened last night, don't play stupid."

"I see, you mean the study session."

"That and the kiss good night."

"i see..."

"You can't tell me that you did that just for the heck of it. Can you?"

"No, I'm sorry if I offended you in any way Tsuyu. I didn't mean to be so forward."

"It's fine I liked it."

What the heck! Why did I just say that!?! I am so stupid!

"Oh really?" he asks me with a smirk on his face.

Oh well, I'm all ready in it, might as well keep going.

"Yeah, it was my first kiss, of course it wasn't a real kiss, but it was nice."

'Would you like a real kiss?"

"What?"

"Would you like..."

"No I heard you, it's just that, how can you be so... so forward?"

"I don't know but you never answered my question."

"I don't know how to answer a question like that."

"fine then I will answer it for you."

Then he leans over the desk and kisses me right on the lips. This feels so wonderful! What have I been missing all these years!?!

Just then we hear something fall to the ground. We both turn to see what it was. Standing in the door way is a the majority of the classroom students and the one in front,Hibiki, has dropped her books. Oh boy now they are going to talk about me even more. I just sighned my death note.
I can tell that the girls are just seething with jealousy and the boys are all sad, it's not like they really had a chance with me anyways.
Then Yuki justs turns back around to face me and he grabs my face with his hands and the kisses me once more. If he doesn't care then I don't care. I let myself get lost in his embrace and lips. This is probably the best thing to ever happen to me. When he finnanly finishes he sits back down in his seat and I know my face is red, but I don't care. That was wonderful. Then everybody else takes their seats and the class is quiet for the first time while waiting for the teacher.

Teenage Model Part 5

We continue studying but I am freaking out. Sometimes I find myself just looking at him and then he looks at me and I quickly look away. It's so embarrassing. But he is cute. WOW. The first boy that actually have a crush on and he said I wasn't his type. I wonder what his type is?
"Finished," he says then continues, "so what do we do now?"
"Ummm...I'm not sure. It's almost time for dinner you want to eat with me?"
"Sure but what are we eating?"
"I think Adelle will cook something, unless you want to eat out."
"I have a better idea, why don't we cook something together?"
"Sounds all right to me."
"good."
We walk inside my kitchen and I show him where everything is. We put on aprons and begin cooking. I'm not really that good of cook, but he shows me what to do. It's kind of nice because he actually holds my hand while he shows me how to cut the noodles right. We ended up making curry and noodles. Then we sit down in the dining room and eat our food.
"you don't cook much do you?" he asked me.
"No, I'm hardly ever home. What with my shoots and other stuff. Oh crap! I had an appointment today. I completely forgot!"
"Was it my fault."
"Yes!! You had me in a daze and I forgot about everything else!! Darn you!! Why do you have to be so attractive!!?!!"
"What?"
Crap! I can't believe I said that out loud. He's totally going to think that I'm weird.got to play it off.
"What?" I say back to him.
"did you just say I was attractive?"
"I don't know what you are talking about. Oh look, I think it's about time that you left."
I get up and grab his arm so that he too gets up. Then I drag him to the door and open it up. I push him out the door and slam the door behind him. I lean against the door and try to catch my breath. That was a close call. Then the door bell rings. I quickly open the door and he is standing there.
"I need my bag," he says.
"Right I forgot."
Then I run to the study hall and grab his bag then run back to him and hand it to him. He takes the bag and then with the other hand he grabs my arm. He pulls me closer to him and then he kisses me on the cheek.
"Good night Tsuyu," he says then walks away.
I can't say anything so I go back inside my house and slowly close the door. Then I slide to the floor in front of the door. I can't believe he kissed me. That was my first kiss. Even though it was on my cheek, it was nice. I can't believe it, does that mean that he likes me? I guess I'll know tomorrow at school. Wow, Yuki is so cool.